Light and Day

This is happiest photo that I could manage



on a not so happy day



I thought the things we said, did, and thought would have no impact.
I believed that I would be able to accept that nothing would EVER happen, and I would be okay just talking about the "what ifs"

And then I did what any other person in my situation would do;
I got to attached, I got my hopes up when I never should have, I believed that maybe... just maybe...
Never again


I have feelings too.
The emotionless, doesn't really care about much, never cries Dom is not that at all.



I feel unlovable.



Oddly, I really am glad for the two of them.
Because I just want to see her happy.