Five things

1. Five years since dad went into hospital for the last time.

2. Five years since the ward and the moving between rooms, the morphine hallucinations and the dawning realisations that came thick and fast.

3. Five years since the plans and the changing plans and the preparing to saying goodbyes.

4. Five years since it all started. Then ended.

5. Five years and you feel like you are moving all the time, you look up and really you haven't moved at all.