Favourite Toy

This is Ferds fave toy of the moment he even brings it to bed in place of Mr Fox or Mr Carrot.

Did some interesting reading today. Have re joined the ME Association and got lots of information leaflets.

It was good to relearn and refresh. The cogitative dysfunction one I might have to give to Mr Mouse to read.

Cogitative dysfunction is a part that I hate - I stumble over words, they get blocked or the wrong one comes out. When I am around people I know then I dont mind them seeing that side of ME but to the outside world I often miss my chance to speak up as I am having to order the words in my brain first (and hope they come out right). But another part is short term memory loss. Medium, long term mostly fine, and I have learnt ways to deal with it but hadnt realised it had got so bad again lately - and I dont think Mr Mouse realised just how bad it gets. Well until yesterday.

(we have a long a standing joke about the location of my car keys and the date of our wedding (and Mr Mouses birthday) is the design of our rings so I cant forget)

Anyway yesterday he made me a cup of tea and brought it up to my studio. I then went downstairs to the printer and asked him if I had heard the kettle. I got told yes and I'd just seen him bring me tea.

ooops

And in other news I have a little chap who needs a name pop by and see if you can think of something here and you can always have a nosy around my page :)