she's left and I got no idea why, tried not to care and to think she's not worth it but it's hard. she won't talk to me bla bla.

I got Louise, she's the best. oh me I love u.'

I won't write 'bout her.

well, took some pictures with my wonderful 50mm,
ih just love it.
hm, don't know really, feeling up & down, huge turns it feels like.
taking it easy with the whole medication-thing, must quit slowly even if I just want off right now. I got the security with Louise, I truly love her so I won't leave it all again, atleast it feels that way.