Optimism don't fail me now.

"We promise to let everything fall into your darkest nightmare"
I dont know how to explain the way I feel at the minute. I am however far from happy. Nothing is going right, No one wants me. And Loneliness Is beginning to feel like a disease thats eating away at my sanity. There are things I have to do. They dont make anything better in the slightest....I just want someone to hear my crys for attention because thats all this is. I just need help and I need him.