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she had a paddy resulting in a letter explosion at bathtime tonight. apparently there weren't enough yellow ones.

(rolls eyes with a smirk on)


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today has been a hard day for both of us. it's as if the weeks' feelings built up, the enormity of the pain and trauma ladySp33d endured a week ago creeping up on both of us without either of us totally realising. we hadn't really talked to eachother, for fear of upsetting the other.

stuff became unimportant. we'd kynda stopped caring about much. felt, well, nothing really. and hard as this is to admit, littleA's giggles and smiles weren't having the same impact as normal.

but you know what, i really do think tomorrow is going to be a good day now. rain or shine.