For you....

So, im a little late blipping tonight, but I've been paining all day as to what to actually blip...I had some great ideas to use, but haven't really felt the love for any of them... Things have been quite strange today, and I'm not particularly sure why....I have always approached my blipping with my true feelings, what has been occupying my mind on that day, what I've been thinking, and those of you that know me, know my mind can be either thoughtful, of totally whacky races, and I have never wavered from that.....
Today I'm afraid to say is not going to be any different, I wouldn't feel i'd truly blipped if I digressed from what was going on......

So, what is going on???....hmmm, I'm not sure.....
Ive been by myself today, I haven't been particularly active, unless you call moving from my bed to the settee, I've been thinking too much, I'm missing my mum as she's in Ireland, my past, and for some reason I've also been missing Scott a lot.........

Apologies though, for being down in the mouth, but tomorrow is another day, and I promise i'll be back with much gusto as well as a starter for 10 and my "got to thinking", but for now, I leave you with this.......

I carry your heart with me (I carry your heart)
I am never without it anywhere I go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and its you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder thats keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

e. e. cummings