My Montreal

By snaity

Reflectively Indulgent.

Since we moved here 5 months ago I have been bad! I have comfort eaten non stop. You know how you eat and eat and think you're getting away with it until one day you catch sight of yourself in the mirror and realise that no, actually, you haven't! The weight has gotten you and it's got you good.
I am a stone heavier than when I got here and it's starting to seriously affect my confidence.
What's worse though is that I have lost my confidence with my camera. I used to photograph women, no matter what they thought they looked like I could always see how beautiful they were, where the good bits were and I loved to photograph that and say ta daa! You're gorgeous!! No models and no professional equipment here has put a stop to that.
So I figured I would try and apply the same logic with me. My stomach was out, my chins needed to be hidden but I have always quite liked my legs, so I thought I would focus on that. I'm not convinced but then I never will be. I would like to try this again in a few months when I have stopped feeling so sad and stopped over eating!
I don't have any of my lighting equipment and am forced to work with overhead lighting which does no favours but I am trying my best.

So there you have it, me. Poorly lit, overweight, over exposed but giving it a shot!!

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