Remember, Brain, Remember

Haven't left the flat all day, have been really tired and yet again emotional.

Due to ECT my memory has suffered (as was expected). I am finding it hard to remember certain things I have done, places I have been and conversations I have had. I made a comment to Mum yesterday that the flowers in Kelly's living room were nice and I wondered who had given them to her. Mum said I had, for her birthday! I can't remember it at all.
The psychiatrist advised me to do some puzzles to get my brain working so I have done as I've been told and bought a puzzle book.

If I had been at work, today would have been the last day. I  feel I am missing out in enjoying things and feel quite sad about it. I want my old life back.