dark time

i had a lot of time to think here in the hospital. After my back injury, there are so much thinks i love, but i can no longer do. Things I can not do a very long time, possibly i can never do again. I feel blue.
... flying, running, jumping, karting, volleyball, table tennis, working, romp around, skydiving, fire brigade, dancing, camping, ....
i like to have the feelng in my left food returned! i wish i can move my food again, i wish this soon. I would like to be able to make all movements, sit, lie, down, stoop, standing, .... i will have no more pain.
Today i feel not fine.

Today, i have no new photo, it is a picture from a nice summerday, a day i climb, i run, i laugh, ...