First Christmas without dad, almost three months after he died. It was ok. I think we all did fine and it was a pleasant day. I went to church with mum and we had brunch and presents and decided we couldn't be bothered doing Christmas dinner (so we did it on Boxing day (this is a back blip)). It didn't really feel like Christmas but it didn't feel bad. Should we be talking about dad more and how we're all feeling? Probably, but who knows where to start?