500 blipdays

This has been a year full of struggling and no rest. Maybe that is the life of a grownup. Maybe I have become an adult (but I hope not! :)

Just like that swan mom out there, in the middle of the cold sea, a little lost, as the other swans have already left for south, watching out for the small ones, trying to keep it all together and sometimes have the feeling of just swimming in circles, just doing something for the sake of doing.
Anxiety is overwhelming.

I had the 25. December all to myself. Rest of the bunch was visiting Tartu granny.
Guess what I did?
I slept and read Jane Austen in bed all day long.