What I fear the most

Five months ago I met the most amazing guy. When I first met him I could tell that he was going to be a problem. He was everything I had ever wanted in a guy, but there were two problems. One of them was major and the other one, not so much.

Over the past 5 months my relationship with my boy has changed several times. At first, started out as a nobody, then I morphed into his friend. Next I was his sister, but only because his sister was away, and now I'm falling in love with him.

I never dreamed that this was going to happen. Each night I pray to God that he is the one. Because honestly, I cannot imagine my life without him.