23rd January 2015

It's Dad's wedding anniversary today. He won't remember the date; he always forgot it when mum was alive so he wouldn't remember now. It was always up to me to remind him and my siblings. Oh dear, the awful memories I have of mum nagging me and then me trying to organise everyone and just getting grief for it. And now you know why I don't bother to celebrate my anniversary. I'd rather do things differently and have happy memories.