My baby bear

Doesn't he have the most gorgeous green eyes and beautiful pink lips?

My handsome hasn't been very good today.

He had a bad weekend having seizures along with coming down with a fever. The last time his seizures were bad was when he was ill so it's left me wondering....

He had Monday off not being quite right then this morning he was hard to wake, so I called him in sick and let him sleep.

He dozed on and off throughout the day on the couch, he's not eating at the moment plus he had bit of a fever now and then.

No matter when he's sick or having seizures though, when hes feeling unwell or if hes in pain he still manages to give me a smile. His big eyes flash a calm loving reassuring look my way as if he's trying to say he's ok.

I'm not sure what's going on with him, if he is indeed coming down with something but I'm keeping him off school until he either gets better.
It pains me knowing he can't tell me how he's feeling.

It's been a bit of a crazy week for me so blipping has been far from my mind but the boys are good; harper is mischief still -figuring out today how to climb on his brothers table after pushing it up where he wants to reach and Mar has been having great days at school despite the trouble each morning getting him into class when his separation anxiety disorder is running at full.

I dread the tears each morning, I hate having to take him in while he sobs for me not to leave him.

Looking forward to the weekend when we are going out for dinner at last but hoping Kanye is well enough for us to do so!