'lie to me'

it's a bitch, but life's a roller coaster ride....
--bon jovi

he was just another thing keeping me tied back to who I was.
so thanks for the lie, for breaking your word, for making me realize I wasted a good couple years of my life...it makes creating this new life for myself that much easier :)


today has been scary.
I made a big decision at 8 this morning.
I got to talk to my best friend and she's making her own big decisions and I'm very very proud of her.
I told my mom about the new 'him' [whatever 'he' is] and how good he treats me.
I talked to my dad for longer than we've ever talked before.
....today has been good.