Pen face

The kids were at the table colouring and sticking and making things. Toby decided it would be great fun to draw on his face the other day so Eva copied and did the same again today. Eva used water based pens. Toby didn't. There was a lot of scrubbing and crying. 

Been a difficult day today, worse once T&E had gone to bed. A lot of looking back. I know it was at some point on this date that Henry's accident happened. If it hadn't he would be here now. I had an urge to get his memory box out tonight - something I have not done for about 4 years. But when it came down to it I couldn't. There are things in there like his hat and his baby grow that actually touched him and they are just too precious. There are also his tiny hand and foot prints. I want to look at them but I'm also too scared.