To be sure...

PUB!!!

Another item ticked off today, pretty much all done now - Just a trial at some point to endure, wish it would all just hurry up so I could get on with life without it hanging over me, it's bad enough going through grief as it is - The extra stuff hanging over me really is not helping at all.

How are you supposed to go on and live, what do you do? How do you cope with potentially having to look at the suspected cause of it all in the face at some point?