Where are we going????

So, today, I had another good day at work...Im really loving my new job, and its so so nice to be actually looking forward to going to work....a feeling I have not had for a very long time up until this....okay, getting up at 6am this morning was something I could have done without, tough, but still, I got to spend half an hour with Scott before he left for Glasgow, where he will be until Friday.
I got some really positive feed back regarding yesterdays wedding, which was great, and with it being a bank holiday...as if I need to explain why... we were totally full to the gunnels for lunch and thankfully it all passed without a hitch, so another good day under my belt.
I am under no illusions though, and know that not every day will be perfect, but for the mean time, I'm totally thriving on it, and for once in a very long time, am actually enjoying again what I am doing.

Anyway, on my way home tonight, I took this picture.....Ive been thinking a lot about about a very dear friend of mine who is going through a bit of a tough time, and.... "I GOT TO THINKING".... something I haven't done in quite a few days....

Where do any of our roads in life lead us to?????.....
1...I am constantly thinking, whether good, bad, happy, sad.....and where does it lead???....to regret, anticipation, sadness, excitement.....the unanswered question, that only life and experience of all of the above can take us to...will it???
2...Im soaking my very tired and extremely sore feet....im hoping it will lead to satisfaction, soothing and revitalised tootsies...will it???
3...My new job....hope of being somewhere that I am valued and respected...will it???
4...My relationship and unending love for Scott...in contentment and joy for many many years....will it???
5...Drinking my Crabbies ginger beer...relaxation, slight drunkenness, a soothing nights sleep, another bottle, no hangover...will it???
6...my constant hair dying escapades....looking prettier and feeling more content and accepting of myself...will it???
7...Texting "that person" random texts of`'hey" and "empty texts", that they may answer me and I will feel better and less empty...will it???
8...Not eating much of anything...in the hope that I may lose a few pounds and feel better about me...will it???
9...Avoiding my bank balance...in the hope that it may not be as bad as I know it is...will it???
10... Learning from my mistakes...in the hope that I can "not" do the same things again, and that ill be sronger and more prepared for what ever life is going to throw at me next...will it???

Do you know

The only thing we can really be sure of is the past, and what has already happened...the future is the unknown, and in a sense this is good, it is exciting and every second is new.......it may be daunting and scary, but that is what keeps us going.
If we are not happy with it, we must step in and move in ways we want to go....but, it is out there, the future, it is in our grasp, and it is ours to make of it what we want to...... just be patient.

The road in this picture leads straight to my house, my home, my contentment, my solitude.......my bed.

For Bru...."in so many ways"...Stronger