Sunset in Northbourne

Today my brother's ashes were finally scattered. His daughters decided he should be back in Scotland, where we are from, where our mum still lives and to be with our Uncle Ron who was one of Stephen's favourite people. I felt fairly low all day. I couldn't make it to Scotland today but I know just where he is and the next time I'm there I'll go and have some time, just me and him.
I can't believe he's been gone nearly 4 years. Still just seems impossible. I still really miss him x