Kicking Agoraphobia's butt!!

I bloody well did it, I made it to Chris' sisters engagement party!!!! As some of you know, I am agoraphobic and have anxiety and panic attacks so stay at home or very very close to it. Well today I managed to make it to this party. It wasn't easy, I got 2 miles from home and wanted to turn round but my dad kept me focused and I made it. Even though I couldn't feel my face or chest from my erratic breathing and the adrenaline I managed it. Everyone was so pleased to see me, Chris' dad gave me a massive hug and said I made his night and everyone was so happy to see I'd made it, really touched me :D. I really feel part of the family now, it was so lovely :D xo