Overloaded

Another busy day. 

I ploughed through some more reports the afternoon. I had my appointment with A after school. She's away on holiday next week so that will be a little strange. Last week we talked a lot about work, and this week was more around life stuff. She said that I avoid uncomfortable feelings so I never say what I think. I think she's right, I don't want people to be cross with me. She said it's the same about wanting to up and leave my job. I have a fantasy of working in London, but I don't know how to get there. I feel trapped in my job at the moment, but she said it's not school that's trapping me, but me. And that in leaving there will be uncomfortable and uneasy feelings which is why I continue to swing wildly from staying and going! 

Something to think about anyway. Next school year I'm in a new year group that I wanted to be in, with the age I want to teach. So I'm going to give it my all, and if a change of scene doesn't reinvigorate me, then it'll make my decision easier. 

After my appointment I came home, and then went to Mum's. My dad tried on this outfit that he's ordered for the Goodwood Revival in September. I had to take a picture as T works for Shell :-)

I hit the gym hard for the second night in a row. It was a really good session, even though it was on the quiet side. I was pleased when the coach said that my swings for giants had improved :-)

A very late night again tonight, but fun. I can't wait to download the next episode of Nashville to watch tomorrow night when I'm just going to chill.

* I woke up in lots of pain the next day- I couldn't straighten my arm after last night!