find and catch it

Running today by the Baldeneysee to see the lake again after some time. When I got to the lake I sat down for 15min just to look at it. I realized that life is so different now than it was e.g. a year ago. I never would've believed that I could see and change so much in one year. I could also now be working in Finland but instead I'm in Germany though I don't even know anyone from here, but in some weird way it feels good. I have few colleagues here and other friends around Germany, so basically I'm alone here now. Feels scary and good at the same time. Sounds like an adventure. I'm gonna take everything out of it.