Cone flower

Every year I see these flowers at my mom and dad's house and I say I will plant some at home, but I still haven't done it.
I'm trying to be more zen about all of the things I don't get around to doing, but I worry about that, too - if I was a zen kind of person, I probably wouldn't worry to begin with. What's the use of saying you're not going to worry, when clearly you are. So basically, I worry about worrying, and trying not to worry.