Upside down

I have chosen this upside down photograph of a reflection of a young, wild flower because it somehow describes in picture form what I feel like inside. I feel as though every single aspect of my life is different, my day to day existence is difficult to recognise and I am having to really focus on everything just to understand it. I know it's a natural side effect of nicotine withdrawal, in fact it's the physiological effect of my brain receiving more oxygen than its used to, but it is strange to feel so topsy turvy! Day 5. DAY 5 !!!!!! Wow!