It's been 4 years Mom

Yesterday was the 4th anniversary of my mother's death.  It feels like yesterday that I sat beside her bed as she died.  Yet, so much has happened in the last 4 years and I can't help wondering how she would have managed with some of the difficulties.  I know she'd be so proud of the many achievements by her grandchildren, especially Carey heading off to Oxford University next month.  Three of her children have had cancer during this time.  I know how unspeakably difficult it has been to witness C's journey with cancer, how much more so with 3 of your children?