I needed my friends today

I see this as a good thing. That I have people in my life that I can go to when I need them, that I knew when I needed them and didn't feel too worried about asking for help. It's a good step and I am so thankful I chatted with them today it has really helped me.

I am expecting too much of myself. I need to let the meds work. I need to take each day and do what I need too to get through it. I need to stop worrying about what could happen or what is happening and just try and let it wash over me for the next few months.

My friends helped me see this today and I am so very very grateful for that.

I also need to tidy my room. That will help and it just needs doing.

So I am going to d that tonight with some once upon a time episodes on in the background.

After I make spag Bol :)