Suffocating

There's a boy from back home who I can't stop thinking of.
I let him get away and now it's too late. Unless he decides that he's looking for forbidden love, our chances are looking pretty gloomy.
I don't even know if he's interested in me, and I'd never have the courage to ask.

P.S. -I just realized that my last 3 blips have clouds in them, and my friend who is a former-blipper told me that people around here sometimes do series of things. So I think I might start a little cloud series. good idea?