3 years ago today, I started dating who I thought was the love of my life. Tonight, that finally ended after I pushed for closure from her as she was dragging on the "I don't know" if it's what I want anymore. After I ended it in June. I'm hurting right now, but feel a weight has lifted at the same time. If it was meant to be if would have been. If she was "the one" then she wouldn't be walking away no matter what.

I'm looking forward to the future and can hand on heart say that I've learnt a lot in the past 3 years. Lessons I'll treasure forever to hopefully build the future I now know, I truly want. I can't wait for the real "one" to walk into my life as I know, that I'll make for a pretty awesome partner one day. I'm not perfect but I can definitely love again. Not today, not tomorrow but one day.