Tiny Tuesday: poppy seeds

I seemed to have set myself a wee poppy challenge, three out of my last five blips have all been about poppies. Good!
I'm needing all the hope I can get at the moment. Got some not so nice in fact awful news about my brother when I went to visit him, still shell-shocked and processing all the gubbin's. Please accept my apologies in advance if I get a bitty neglectful of comments etc.
I don't intend for one minute to give up, I'll still blip and keep most activities to normal, at some point I may share (but only if my brother gives his consent). 
The sun is shining, I'm always there for my brother and his family.
I do feel guilty that I can't fix it!!!
I feel angry that this has happened to such a wonderful man and brother!
I so much want it to be me and not him!!!
The sun still shines, there is always hope x

I nearly deleted all the ranting, but it's helped me feel better, at least i can rant in blipworld, can't I?