A month ago today...

the Head Gardener passed away

My husband, lover, friend
lost his 4 year battle with that demon disease

He left a loving family, comfortable home, warm bed, beautiful garden
and he fought like a tiger to the end

I am consumed with anger and sadness

This is the well trodden pathway to his greenhouse - he just loved pottering away in there - and I would walk over to him through the garden with a cup of coffee and we would have a chat.  We chatted about everything, him and me.   I just loved being in his company.- loved the chatting.

He loved the natural earth - he loved growing our food

Everyone should grow something, harvest it, cook it and eat it.  Its a good way to live