Strings...

"Be very still
and allow every new experience
to take place in your life
without any resistance whatsoever.

You do not have to do anything,
you simply have to be
and let things happen."

Purchased a new Photoshop Plug-in last night...I've been looking for something new...decided to blip my guitar...two other shots on flickr...thanks McDawg!

My final presentation got delayed again - to Thursday late afternoon. Another person had an emergency, so of course it threw off the entire schedule. Works out great though because my marketing guy has a horrible cold and his voice is about gone...gives him a few days to recover for his part of the presentation. And a few coworkers have happy hour planned after work, so we'll use that as my celebration party ;) So all is well...I really just want to get it over with though...

The good news is that my program is officially live! So many people said such great things about the project, my work, me...it felt pretty damn amazing. I kept reaching for my phone wanting to text or call Noah to tell him about it...just out of habit I guess. Work is so important to me, I've always been ambitious and driven, and Im very proud of all of my accomplishments...but it's not my life...just a fraction of it...

I would just love to share all of this with Noah, as I always have, I miss his support, his words of encouragement...I guess I didnt know how much it meant to me. As happy as I am, it doesnt feel right, complete...I guess we just really get used to having people in our lives, don't we!? Went to bed early but didnt fall asleep until hours later...the nights are rough...the mind...feelings...they just wont shut down...missing him more than ever.

Beautiful song...Full Sail...by Ryan Farish.