Busy Bee

A lovely sunny day and the ivy was covered in bees, so I couldn't resist a close up :-)

I'm getting very fed up with my back still stopping me getting out, so I dosed myself up with painkillers and staggered to the photo group meeting........not sure it was a sensible thing to do but it was nice to get out.....even if I was really dozy due to the medication.
I don't write about it all the time because it plays up so frequently and I don't want my journal to become just a 'back pain' update.
I have accepted now that I'm probably stuck with it and it's unlikely to get completely better but I do get very frustrated when the weather is good and I just can't get far from home, or when it stops me sitting at the computer and fiddling with photos or blipping.
I'm not after more sympathy, I just wanted get it off my chest........I really feel like punching somebody or shouting GRRRRRR at the top of my voice but I don't think hubby would appreciate either just as he's dropping off to sleep.........and I know it won't help matters at all :-/
Wow, I'm not sure where that all came from......I certainly didn't intend to write any of it when I started my blip but I actually feel better having said it.......if you're still reading, thank you for listening :-)