Because Erin is such a full on tom boy, with silly faces, dances, manic running around etc. sometimes it is easy to forget how beautiful she is. This one took my breathe away when I took it. Unfortunately Jack walked infront as I took it but she is so beautiful I had to use it as my blip. I see in this picture the beautiful young lady she will become.

Feeling so much better about life in general now. The shock of my marriage ending has worn off, the hurt is still there sometimes but also the realisation that maybe he made the right desision. It is not the choice I would have made, I would have tried to fight for us and make the marriage work. It may still have failed but I would like to have tried. Now though I believe that I deserve to be with someone who will fight for us, who would do anything to be with me and be proud to stand by my side. Unrealistic? I hope not, I hope that he is out there somewhere, but I am happy to be alone with my children in the meantime.