River Again

I am drawn to the River especially on still calm days, when the reflections are so good.
I'm doing much reflecting activated by a year in this flat, a severe cold & earache.
Moving has been a very mixed blessing.
I don't regret it.
It's been tough.
Everything being changed : utterly.
I enjoy having more money, though it's taken me a year to start spending easily, and then on things like Organic groceries !!. Hardly the big spender.
I believe I've shared with you all that I do have to grapple with dis-regulation, that swings me through depression, mania, then the constant : find balance. The river helps.
I believe I do have an anxiety driven dementia : I'm talking to a good GP soon.
There it's said XX