Night Time Approaching

Went for a coffee after work, capturing this beforehand.

I went through the day in a complete daze, I felt nothing, like I was watching everything going on but I was behind a glass wall. I also was in slow motion and was very aware. I was always 2 steps behind everybody else.

I've hit an all time low in the house. I have no clean dishes left, I have 'stuff' lying everywhere. I have been living on pasta and cheese all week and tonight I bought a ready meal from M&S and ate it out the tray. I feel like I need a proper meal!

Coming back home after the coffee and read of my book; I felt  a physical dread that I would be coming back to the flat and my life.