hmm

so it seems that's that, no coming back and two fingers shown to all and sundry. understandable tho it is in one way, it's mostly bloody painful - nothing personal, i'm sure, but it's also very personal in a way that only silence and angry outbursts can be. and of course when gifts are rejected i take it very personally indeed. many things are destined for the bin, but some things deserve better - if they are not wanted, they shall get recycled to someone who does want them.

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i'm looking forward to the day i can talk about this, right now i'm so angry i can't get the words out to even pour it out to my best pal for a bit of tea and sympathy. if wishes were horses...