Home visit

Today I popped home to visit my other boys x the eldest is away but I got to spend some time with my younger 2!
They seem to be unphased by all tar goings on and are settled with nannie looking after them while I'm STILL in the hospital, it was lovely to be at home and have a bit of normality even if only fleetingly :-(
Jay is struggling with billirubin levels it's just soooooo frustrating@!! We seem to reach all the goals they set us to go home and then they change it send give us another load.... I'm soooooo .nr the end of my tether.
I need to get home and fast :-(