Pain

Sorry it's my ugly mug again.

This is what pain looks like - a day of opiates, muscles relaxants and still in incredible pain.

Managed work.

Shattered.

But on another note it's incredible that I am gaining acceptance of myself and how I look. When I started blip pictures of me were unheard of. First time I agreed to be in front of a camera was for my wedding and that was touch and go. I've never really liked me. I am self conscious, I have low self esteem, I believe myself to be ugly. And yet over the last few years I have been trying hard to learn to love myself and be comfortable with how I look.