Happy Birthday Mum...

I understand your birthday will always be tough. I just wish I had the power to erase pain. Erase memories that are heartbreaking and bring your Dad back. We maybe don't see eye to eye, but seeing you cry tears a slice of my heart into a million pieces...

Love You Mum

She smiles through the pain because she knows, even though she's breaking inside, he's still watching."
Anon
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I never met my Mum's Dad. He passed away on her Birthday before I was born... I hate when my mum disappears in her car if she gets upset and wants some breathing space out of the house... I understand everyone needs space from time to time when the world gets on top, I just wish she would reassure us that she's safe. Mum has MS... Which means she's stuck in the house too much... I worry that something will happen... When she disappears... I worry... that she won't come back...