The Tarn

Today did not go as planned

Meant to have been at Manchester watching the marathon. Alarm went off at 5 and there was no way I was getting up having not slept most of the night .

Drifted in and out of sleep , very unsettled . Upset for most of the day . My Dad's anniversary , 26 years since he died and have been inconsolable for much of the day . Crying over everything and anything but mainly crying about missing him.

I think this is so acute this year , having met Phil, and I would like him to have known my Dad.

Nothing I can do . Tomorrow is another day and at least Yorkshire was glorious as I walked on my own to gather my thoughts .