Mental Hybernation

Stars of the Lid - The Evil That Never Arrived

Sometimes when you do an action long enough, your body can cruise but so your mind reflects and observes. It's what I call catharcism sometimes. To watch and understand your actions seems to only be available in hindsight, but when it merges into the present, it's a strange experience. Things are no longer what they seem and it's scary to be distant from the "now". But it's necessary and it feels good to be back in the driver's seat once you return.