Accepting my musculoskeletal system

Finally I've finished this painting! 
I started this one a half year ago after I've heard from my specialist that he can't perform an operation on my deformed left hip. I just have to get used living with the pain in my back and leg. No more dancing, no more long walks, no more jumping around and other funny stuff. Just take my painkillers, for what it's worth and practice practice practice to keep the muscles around that area strong. 
Of course I couldn't accept this just like that. Now, after endless fysiotherapy-sessions and visiting other specialists saying the exact same thing as the first one, I'll just have to. So....acceptance, practice, practice, practice, take my pills and start focusing on what I can do...