coup reflection

this blip is supposed to be dedicated to the coup in Turkey. 
it is always hardest to write afterwards. 

we have been in contact with some of you via some other networks but I couldn't find time to update here about the latest conditions. me, my family and most other people around me are luckily "safe", both mentally and physically if you're wondering. 
you all probably know about what's happening right now in Turkey, and facts are all written on the news. so my job here to tell you is how it "feels" to live right in the middle of the whole thing. 

as a teenager, now I have limiting things to do, and even to think: the issue with the military is over, I don't have to worry as much (this part is open to discussion) and everything later on depends on the government. it's their job to complete this process with the least amount of damage. whether you support them or not, that's the only choice right now.

for those who are worrying, please don't. we try to continue our lives as if nothing happened and this tactic seems like working.