Good Grief 204

Spent

That was the word that finally emerged ...
I was talking to someone who was swearing that HRT was the thing. I have heard a consultant on Woman's Hour and another radio programme claiming that hormone treatment is the thing. I don't know. I did finally have a go with some Fluoxetine a month or so ago but didn't get on well with it and stopped, much the same experience that I had after G died with trying Citalopram a couple of years after he died when I couldn't shift my mood. I would, as 'Bartleby' would say 'prefer not'.

Anyway, spent is the word of the moment and today, at last, after bludgeoning myself all the other days, I started to get dressed for work after a dreadfully sleepless night ... I got half way dressed but then, in tears, I picked up my phone and called in sick. I just couldn't face all that lay ahead and then I got undressed and went back to bed.

I'll try again tomorrow.