Good Grief 206

What drives action? I was thinking about this, this afternoon, as I put a long dog leg in to my journey for no other purpose than a hug really. It's all very British Rail (or Goldilocks) and needs to be just the right kind and even then I can't quite fathom what's going on. Whilst at the same time I received an email from someone I haven't really seen for over 4 years even though the live nearby I have no wish at all to see them, and feel rather mean. Sense of connection can feel so arbitrary and fickle at times and YET has a clear feeling and sense of itself.