Fragile

Monday, done!

I'm struggling at work. I am thinking too negatively and I have mixed feelings; I want to be at work as it's what keeps me going, but I don't want to be there.
I feel emotional, wanting to burst into tears at everything that goes wrong. I am tired, physically and mentally. I am fed up of talking, thinking, putting on an act that I'm ok.

I've put in for a holiday; half day Friday(can't get the full day as there is a trip and I need to drive the minibus) and Monday. It's short notice but I really hope I can get it. Maybe I just need some time off.

Grandma hopefully getting transferred to a Nursing Home this week, so who knows what's going to happen and when.