25th September 2016

I'm backblipping due to the site being down last night.

Mr S bought me flowers. I don't think he had any choice, he popped to the shops with our youngest. She said they bought them to say how much they love me. My family always cheers me up when I'm feeling down.

I should've been walking a marathon Saturday night but had to pull out after issues with my foot. It's left me feeling really down for the past few weeks. I'm sure I'll be fine when I've got it sorted but it doesn't stop me feeling like a failure, even though I know I'm not. I'm still alive, it doesn't affect my everyday life, I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and find my happy place again.