Sunshiney Day

Just thought my surroundings looked pretty in the golden light of the morning :-)

I had a lie-in till 9:30am this morning. It was good. Lazy day at home. A bit disappointed as I was supposed to have a second date tonight, but it never materialised. In a way I think it's God's way of saying he's not the right one. And that perhaps I'm not ready yet. But I am lonely, and trying to move on, so it's a shame it didn't happen. But ce la vie. I don't want to repeat my mistakes or get into bad habits again, so I'll not dwell on this. It might be lonely, but I suppose at least you are spared the emotional upheaval that these things bring. 

But it sure is lonely.