The First Plum of Summer

So, I havent been out today...im on days off and decided to be totally lazy...plus to be honest, im kind of low and down in the dumps atm, but will be fine im sure..

There is a very beautiful Plum tree in my garden, and today I decided to go and see how it was doing......this time last year, we were overindulging in far too many jars of plum jam.......today, this is all that the poor tree can muster up....a very lovely coloured solitary plum, that is nowhere near ready to eat.....its such a shame really that the weather has been so bad lately, it really is effecting everything!!!!
So yes, the poor plum tree is looking very sad, and so am I.
Im feeling very low at the moment, and am also very aware that this is reflecting on my blips as well,as I seem to be noticing less and less.....my gosh, how incredible that a low mood really can make you miss so very much!!!
Things are all a bit up in the air at the moment and a bit higgldy-piggldy, but theres a lot going on, and im finding it difficult to keep my head above water.....
I really shouldnt be moaning at all, I really do have it ok I suppose, and I have something very lovely maybe, pulling at the corners of my mouth......but, for the time being, im just confused, and feeling very much alone......
.....Like the poor plum and plum tree......struggling, and trying desperately to keep going.........but they always do, and they will again....

" When youre stuck with a day, thats grey, and lonely. I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say......... "....